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30ish & single.

Monday, November 28, 2011

Sh*t.

.
.
The feeling of nervousness bubbles. 
It doesn't escape. 

It grows with each kiss. Touch. Caress. 
His hand moving over mind. Through my hair.

I find both comfort with his ease. 
And panic it my beats' reaction. 

Faster. "Take it slow."
But faster - and my breath escapes me. 

A moment to find it, I find myself lost in what was once a non-negotiable. 
Now open to negotiation. 

"Who is writing this movie script?"
It's too soon -- And suddenly I'm 17 again. 


"the time such clumsy time in deciding if it's time. 
i'm careful but not sure how it goes." 
Labels: anxiety, dating, HG, love or something like it, relationships

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